There are days when...

[aguu]

• I wish I could curl up into a ball deep inside my head and pretend I'm someone else
• I wish I could trust vegetables, but they always look so...so...so green.
• I wish I could throw myself off of a tall building, spread my wings and fly. (no, it isn't suicidal. I want to be a bird.)
• I wish I could find out what made things change.
• I wish I could play with the small me that runs around my head sometimes. 
• I wish I could learn to laugh and play with blocks like I used to. 
• I wish I could eat a lot of pop-tarts and not gain weight. 
• I wish I could remember what happened everyday in the whole entire world.
• I wish I could forget that I'm just one person with a lot of voices running through my head. 
• I wish I could clean up my thoughts, they're getting messy.
• I wish I could accomplish more.
• I wish I could get over being awkward and scared and childish and small.